I have a friend, let's call her Cathy. She has a bffe, no problem with that and I'm not going to try and seperate them or sth but she is just so mean to me. She does all this stuff in front of my face, to be specific sometimes behind my back and for no reason at all she does stuff. Today, at a party where we were, she trow a glass of soda at my back and she didn't even refuse it, she just looked around doing like nothing happened. I tried to get closer to her many times, once in a while seems to respond and treat me nice...for a few seconds, then she starts again. I've asked her what's her problem but she won't answer!!!God, she drives me crazy!
I think that because she has overweigh has troubles with being herself, the only thing she knows how to do is spread rumors and lie, she says so many lies, I don't know when to believe her and when to ignore her. I just wish she confronted me once and for all!Talk me about what she worries about and feels so threaten by me. The source of all these mean and hatred must be my friendship with Cathy . I hope she does sth before i quit ignoring her...
A piece of my thoughts and a piece of sadness combined are the major elements of my blog. Thoughts, fears, and struggles all in here.
Sunday, June 19
bad situation...
Labels:
my friends' troubles,
my troubles,
teen troubles
Thursday, May 26
an internet connection can ruin your nerves-sustem
Don't you just hate it when the connection is loussy and in order to go from one website to another you have to wait 2 minues or so?Personally talking, it can be driven crazy this way. The weather sucks, it is raining poorly and this dumb connection is slower than a turtle with broken leg!!!!It took me ages in order to come to this page and write a post!.....I want to whine about everything in this world, from my bored-to-death dog which is lying next to me and the school's final exams which coommand me to study!!
Generally talking, the atmosphere in the house is not better, my father was pissed off when i returned home from my exams and he yelled at me for no reason at all. I ignored him, just wasn;t in he mood to have a fall out with him, it would be meaningless. I asked my friends to go on a trip after school exams end, some of them seem fond of the idea but i can't tell the same for all of them...Some are just so pessimistic with the whole idea, the find troubles everywhere...
I WANT TO WHINE AS HELL!!!
Generally talking, the atmosphere in the house is not better, my father was pissed off when i returned home from my exams and he yelled at me for no reason at all. I ignored him, just wasn;t in he mood to have a fall out with him, it would be meaningless. I asked my friends to go on a trip after school exams end, some of them seem fond of the idea but i can't tell the same for all of them...Some are just so pessimistic with the whole idea, the find troubles everywhere...
I WANT TO WHINE AS HELL!!!
Tuesday, May 10
end already?
More than 8 months have pasted since schools opened , after the summer holidays and now it's time to say "bye" to our everyday hobbies and activities again. Next year i'm going from jr high school to high school and as you understand everything is going to be different, even my classmates....
Yesterday we had a celebration in my school for the end of the year, but doesn't it seem a little paradox? Celebrating the end? It's like... well, I can't find a good example right now. I guess it's because i don't know how to express my feelings...
All i want to say to my buddies is that " I just want to celebrate the new beginnings which tend to be just a step away, but not forget my past, where and who i was 3 months ago. So, shall we have a party or sth?" Ok, that's not it but sth alike. We are having a party at a club for "the end"...All the seniors in one club, it's going to be so....emotional....Crap, no more tears, we All cried enough yesterday...Crap, i hate "the ends"
Yesterday we had a celebration in my school for the end of the year, but doesn't it seem a little paradox? Celebrating the end? It's like... well, I can't find a good example right now. I guess it's because i don't know how to express my feelings...
All i want to say to my buddies is that " I just want to celebrate the new beginnings which tend to be just a step away, but not forget my past, where and who i was 3 months ago. So, shall we have a party or sth?" Ok, that's not it but sth alike. We are having a party at a club for "the end"...All the seniors in one club, it's going to be so....emotional....Crap, no more tears, we All cried enough yesterday...Crap, i hate "the ends"
Labels:
celebrate new beginnings,
end already,
high school
Friday, April 1
1st of April, Sweet!
If it isn't April first day the best of the year which is it?Ok, there are others good days, but today is when you can do any practical jokes you want without being misunderstood!!I, personally talking, switched sugar with the salt(yes my parents drank salt-coffe), set the clock 2 hours forward and put ketchup in the door handle.
What happened at school?Oh God, I wish we had this day more regularly. We changed class and went to another. This was done by others classes too. The teachers just didn't know where to go, they kind of last it....
After school, I don't know why, I was in a bad mood, without a reason......Adolescence sucks...
I'm going to the theater on Sunday, I will see an operetta called "Love's bacterium".
4 days to go!!!
Bye...
What happened at school?Oh God, I wish we had this day more regularly. We changed class and went to another. This was done by others classes too. The teachers just didn't know where to go, they kind of last it....
After school, I don't know why, I was in a bad mood, without a reason......Adolescence sucks...
I'm going to the theater on Sunday, I will see an operetta called "Love's bacterium".
4 days to go!!!
Bye...
Labels:
first of April and pranks
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