For That Smile Of Yours

If only your heart hadn't been broken
If only nobody had crashed you at once
would you still have stayed the same?
or was it your excuse to change your ways?

Were I to choose between your pain
and your kind soul
I'd make a wish to take it all away
that unfair past of yours

I'd put you in a crystal palace
where nobody would be able
neither see nor touch
your beautiful thoughts
your fierce wounds

Take time, heal your tears
a prince will come
surely,not an English one
since it's already past time

So here I am
I'll grant a wish
anything that'd make that smile
appear again

Only for that smile of yours
i'd make real,everything your heart
wished came true

Dear Death

Black leaves fall in my head
but i ain't feeling, any of them
cold and fierce is my grief
for the long last life of mine

Come in with your scythe
take my soul back to the dead
put me down, time to sleep
no time to waste on Earth

A man with black hood
dark red eyes surround me
as if you were trying
for the very first time
to see the meaning of my essence

Dear Death, would mind coming early?
people ask me of christmas,
of happiness and misery
as if i know the difference
in my twisted dark thoughts

Wind full of emotion
awakes my dreams
leaving the velvet of death
hanging by threads

Animals hear Death's skythe scratching the floor.May the can see  it as well.

"My brother was fine"

Were you to make a mistake, what would that be?

Teasing a girl about her long gone brother or be left in ignorance of your actions?

Ignorance might be a blish or a thorn rooted in your freedom. 

What's more tempting?                                                                                   Less hurting?

Tonight I'm An Octopus.

I just feel insecure, unstable...Suddenly everything in my life seems to be going on by, in front of my and I can't do anything about it, just play the lead role of my life. That's sounds pretty strange i suppose. 

I'm an octopus with a strange hat and bad make-up.That's who I am.

Living your life as an outsider sounds compelling though.  So, what the next step? Somebody give me a promo or something!