end already?

       More than 8 months have pasted since schools opened , after the summer holidays and now it's time to say "bye" to our everyday hobbies and activities again. Next year i'm going from jr high school to high school and as you understand  everything is going to be different, even my classmates....
     Yesterday we had a celebration in my school for the end of the year, but doesn't it seem a little paradox? Celebrating the end? It's like... well, I can't find a good example right now. I guess it's because i don't know how to express my feelings...
    All i want to say to my buddies is that " I just want to celebrate the new beginnings which tend to be just a step away, but not forget my past, where and who i was 3 months ago. So, shall we have a party or sth?" Ok, that's not it but sth alike. We are having a party at a club for "the end"...All the seniors in one club, it's going to be so....emotional....Crap, no more tears, we All cried enough yesterday...Crap, i hate "the ends"